Life, you confuse me. I have recently realized that navigating you is both incredibly easy and difficult all at once; impressive, impressive. Not really sure how to cope with my majors/minors, future life, "passion" for music, passion for God, for people. Not sure how to deal with money that I will soon "need" to put a roof over my head and food on the table. But I'm not sure what I really "need" anyways. And I'm not sure where I'll be "going" or doing in the not-so-far-away future. I need to make myself write. I realized writing helps me make sense of things but I do it so little; I think partially because I've stopped slowing down from my oh-so-fast pace of life. So it's time to slow down. Hopefully. Here and there.
One thing I think I've neglected is that I really enjoy playing musical instruments, particularly with people. I also thoroughly enjoy singing, pretending to beatbox, dancing (when nobody's watching, or I can pretend that nobody is), occasionally pretending to rap... you know the deal. But I really like playing musical instruments.
I hope that this year I will put all the countless hours that I have spent learning various musical instruments (and in particular the guitar) into something cohesive and... musical. Or at the least, I'll get considerably better at guitar and singing.
Knowing me, I'll probably stop writing here right after this post, as well as fail at practicing guitar and recording different doodles. But we'll see.
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